Today i woke up at 5:30am and went to the gym.  While there i thought about all the things that i can do to better myself as a friend, a son, a brother, and as an all around man.  Thinking about what lies ahead i decided to give today my all and proceed in having a great day even if my thoughts want to lead me to the one part area of my life that has a void.  As I slowly start to lose respect for those fallen words i tend to not get bitter I only get better.  There are times when you have to be selfish in life and these are the moments that classify us men as “assholes”.  I have goals and ambitions that i would do anything to share with someone but i can’t force or press it upon anyone who doesn’t want to be a part of the greatness.  Today I will make the best of it and i am truly excited for everything that is before me.  Feeling like a million bucks today and I’m headed to the top.  Staying positive regardless of what external factors try and manifest.  What’s inside my heart and soul is what I’m trying to expose.  The betterment of my family, my self and those who care about me is all I’m focused on.  Fuck it me or get the fuck from me.  Have a great day world! #onelove

I’ve learned that family doesn’t mean blood ties. As I grow it becomes more evident that I have the best family a man can ask for. It’s amazing how I can look back in time throughout my entire life and always having my best friend and brother right next to me. One day I will repay my brothers. I love my family more than life itself. Nothing in this world matters to me. I can’t wait until I have someone I can share my family with. I cant wait until they can be a part of the greatness that I have within my circle.

Yesterday I went to my first wedding. My second mom had a wedding. She looked amazing and I was so excited to be a part of such an amazing experience. My best friends were all there and we all had an amazing time. The unity of two families is such a beautiful thing. I wish to one day have the opportunity to be in love with someone who would like to spend there a life with me. Seeing my mother and my second mother having a great time dancing and drinking was amazing. Both my mom and my second mom were both looking amazing. I’m so proud to be a part of the family. My best friend means more to me than he will ever realize. It’s funny how life works. Family for me is not about blood ties, but rather those who love you unconditionally and respect you. I am blessed to have an amazing family and I pray to one day be able to share my family with someone who deserves to be a part of such an amazing group of people.

My best friend/ brothers “birthday” haha. Best Prank ever! Haha. Love my family!

Today I’ve realized that I don’t particularly care for what people say, although i do care about what people think.  As I’ve grown, I’ve learned to see body language and read peoples lies.  Truth be told, I am no expert at it yet but i can say that I am extremely confident in my ability to see bullshit.  Everyone has a reason behind why they do what they do and it’s extremely hurtful to those who don’t see the truth behind the lies.  As the time passes we learn that people can only hide the devil within for so long before we all start to see the fire behind their eyes.  The body will never lie, everyone should pay close attention to what someones body does when they are speaking.  Example: a female may moan and make you believe that she is having an orgasm, but unless she’s having physiological signs (legs shaking, body quivering, stomach sucked in, facial muscles tense, bodily fluids flowing out, etc.) you will never know.  Keep your eyes on the body and let the body tell you what the mind doesnt want you to know…let the truth be told regardless of he lie…as the body will never fail to be honest.